In May, when my husband and I visited with Mom, she was eager to discuss her wishes on how to handle her death. Clearly, it was important to her to say what she wants. She has so much time to spend alone in her head, without any way to write down or even capture her thoughts. I imagine that it is a great relief to say it (and dump it) out so she no longer has to carry the ideas around. What she wanted to impress upon us is that she wants her ashes spread evenly over the graves of her two husbands -- my father and my stepfather. These many months she has lain in bed, she has thought a lot about her two husbands. She has done some comparing and contrasting (which I do NOT like to hear about), but ultimately, she came to the place where she decided that 50/50 was the way she wants to land.
For as long as I can remember, she has said that when she dies, she wants to be cremated. In fact, when she moved herself into the life care community where she now lives in Florida, she purchased a prepaid cremation service. She told me that fourteen years ago. I remembered the name (Neptune Society) so I tracked them down to see what's involved. The first thing that's involved is that they exist and are still in business as a cremation service. That is a good first thing. Second, they verified that she had a prepaid service that they were prepared to honor. All good. Finally, I asked how their service works. The representative on the phone told me that when Mom passes away, the hospice people call Neptune and they will come to remove the body. Then, the Neptune Society will conduct the cremation and will place the ashes into an urn. And then, very simple, the lady told me, I can just come pick it up. After establishing that I can't just simply pick it up because I live 1,400 miles away, she allowed that Neptune will Fed Ex the ashes wherever we direct. However, she offered an option. Instead of putting all of the ashes into the urn, Neptune will reserve a small amount of the "cremains" to create a sentimental memento for the family. If I supply them with a photo, they will place the photo into a picture frame sprinkled with some cremains at the bottom of the frame to make it very special. NO THANK YOU and EW! That is totally weird and gross.
I did some internet research and learned that "cremains"is a word that is just what it sounds like. But, I also learned, there is a whole commercial world out there cashing in on them. I discovered that the Neptune Society folks are way low on the creativity scale for fancy things we could do with Mom's ashes. Not for her, though, because she has expressed her clear wishes to lay them in equal amounts over the graves of her two beloved husbands.
Since the cremains sector is rather outrageous, I'm posting here Mental Floss's "10 Amazing Things Your Ashes Can Do After You Die":
1. An hourglass - Lifetime Hourglass Urns will custom make an hourglass with your loved one's remains passing the time
2. A Vinyl Record - The British service "And Vinyly" presses ashes into vinyl and families can provide audio or have the company compose an original song known as "bespook" music.
3. A Diamond Ring - The company LifeGem uses the carbon to make fake diamonds, but even they say that engagement rings are a little creepy.
4. A Teddy Bear - Huggable Urns will custom fit a stuffed toy teddy bear around the urn
5. A Tattoo- Commerable Tattoos will sterilize the remains and mix them into tattoo ink to keep your dearly departed under your skin.
6. Something to Write With - The Carbon Copies Project turns cremains into a set of 240 pencils, each stamped with the name, birth and death years.
7. A Portrait - A number of artists will happily mix cremains into their paintbox and create a memorial portrait.
8. Stained Glass - You can have stained glass pieces bonded with cremains to create a memorial.
9. Human DNA Trees - An art venture called Biopresence claims to be able to transcode human DNA into a tree to create a leafy memorial.
10. Fireworks - Companies such as Heavenly Stars Fireworks and Holy Smokes make pyrotechnics out of human cremains.